March 15, 2010

That Look

I'm down with the monday blues..

I was just thinking... have you ever noticed one's facial expression when they were about to leave you without your knowledge. I've not only experienced it I, too have given that that look. I don't know if you can picture it but it's an expression filled with reluctance, a sense of sorrow and it somehow portrays a feeling of "I love you but I have to let go".

It's weird how I well I can picture it..the day a close friend decided to leave and the day I left someone dear to me..

I hope I'll never have to experience it or give that look ever again...

F.U.N :)

Past few weeks have been pure fun with family and friends. :D Joyful moments to remember! On the other hand, uni work is pilling up. :( Heaps to do and so little time. Goodbye procrastination. You will be missed...haha!

Current status of my recovery: Not too bad...holding on and staying strong. I have faith in God.
Despite all I've been through I shall put my fears and angers aside.

"Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written: "It is mine to avenge; I will repay." says the Lord. ~Roman 12:19.

Goodnight everyone.

March 01, 2010

Right next to me.

Have ever had an encounter with God? I know it sounds surreal but it happened yet again. I don't know how to phrase it but I can just feel it. He is right here next to me. Through my hardest moments when I feel like the world's crashing in. He's here.

At times when I'm terribly upset...like right now. I don't know what to do. I turn to him. Believing God is always sovereign. I googled daily bible readings. It's a way of keeping me calm and distracted from the pain. Clicked on the webpage and.. "Jesus Heals Many People (Mark 1.29-34; Luke 4.38-41)".

Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for being there for me. I promise you I'll stay strong..